One of things I asked for this Christmas was the book : "Saying Goodbye to Survival Mode". I usually call it living life on a Hamster Wheel. So often I feel like a I am running as hard as I can but I make little to no progress. I am working to change that in 2014. I feel that I need to make radical changes. Please pray with me and ask God to direct my path. I have lived my life center stage for the last few years. I am feeling that in order to get off the wheel, I will need to get off the stage. One big problem I have is that I don't handle down time well. I love to read but hate cleaning my house. So when I have down town, I take all the time for myself and read, sleep or watch tv. Balance is what has been missing for a while. I'm a work in progress...it is taking a while with this pile of clay. :)
It may be time stop being super BCBA and become a BCBA Mom. So often my business comes before everything else, God, Family, Home, Fun, health, etc.
I recently had a health scare. I was told I had had a heart attack. Thankfully it can back as fine, but now I am having MRI's. My anxiety level is through the roof. My weight is where is was when I delivered my babies. And overall I am overdone.
I need to learn to breath again...